Friday, August 14, 00:29
When chance came once again, I lost it completely D':

I felt so helpless.

Tell you canot.
Tell you also canot.
Tell you also canot.

Who to turn too?
Zijian, Where are you? I srly need someone to talk to now.

Why? Why did I lost the seems-like last chance again? Why?
Fate? I feel like crying all out. I do nt have a chance to even cry out loudly.
Helpless. Why torture me? 5months already pleaseeeeeeee D'''''''''''''''''''''''''':